Monday, August 5, 2013


There was a day when light
as bloodless as a pearl
ground to dust 
blew about as freely
as a spring swallow
on winds propelled
with the vigour of by colts' feet,
when a sandstorm of thunder
could light the nooks
and shine through the chinks
held in even the most
sealed of hearts,
confounding the nitre of catacombs
with pelting granules of solidified sun.
There was a season
that seemed like an epoque
where music bloomed
in symphonies of notes,
cobbled together like shards
of ancient stained glass
from gardens of shattered
calm
so silent,
as cutting as a crystalline knife
through the slow burn of glassy flames
a pyre of white buds
framing a hidden spectrum
forged from forgotten lyrics

to love an inspiration;
you must love the skeletons in its closet,
the cracks in the walls of a glass house,
and the darnkess that lies beneath its trapdoor
without knowing when you will fall in
To love the power of a dream
you must hold its space open, 
flung wide with the heels of your hands
out from the heart where your ribcage expands
giving form to a whisper
and risk its collapse

stop thinking about the rubble of your future.

about the charred thunderheads
whose rain never fell
whose lightening only cauterised
the wounds of the clouds

about clipped wingtips
cut too close to the bone
bleeding out and drowning in winds
 whose sails they once had flown

like an doomed egg
stumbling pathetic, ejected
from a nest onto a bed
of rotting pine needles.

or,
you could stare at it;
at the dying embers of a chapter written in soot
(or a name writ in water)
until the imprint of an inevitable pyre has burnt itself to your retina
leaving you as blind as a zen monk's white wall.